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A piece of Insainia's childhood

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How life went horrible was the day I left my Home, my School and my Sisters, all at once. Fear and despair came to me on that exact day, the day I thought I would never see them again...

How it became so bad was because if my eldest sister, Avaless, She took the responsibilities of a leader and abused it all. My older sister, Shadiow, who has cared for me until corrupted with power of which made her a sinister and dark slave to do her bidding. I got scared because I imagined what she would do with me, so I ran away because I did'nt want to become what she turned into...

Our guardian who was looked like a great man but only tended to his mends, did not care for what happened until it was too late for him, he had his own plans which did'nt involve us which my eldest sister attended to foil. For she thouhght his plans were meaningless and were voided for her plan was much more dire than his...

Before leaving I witnessed my eldest sister dealing a deathly blow to our guardian, he fell through the floor in a mighty crash, a sight that I wish I could rid...


My life seemed to end like a piece of string cut by scissors since I am seven, if not for an honest man, who took me under his arm before a storm came. I felt meaning to live again and teh freedom and joy from 3 years ago when I was younger, playing with my older sister, games that were fun and toys that gave us the theme of imagination. Whereas my eldest sister was held in some kind of boarding school due to some bad habits of violence and anger of which needed to be controlled otherwise condemned dangerous...

She returned on holiday but not alone, weird men came with her ensure me and my older sister's protection. I never understood why she was so dangerous. She never talked, spoke or uttered a single word. My older sister and our guardian told me that the weird men send her here for holidays because we don't want to worry about her, I did'nt know anything about her until I was three on my birthday where she came to see me and my older sister, It seemed to be a great day but became a dark time where my curiosty peaked when on the day after our parents disappeared, that's when the weird men first appeared and took my eldest sister away, they told my older sister about why they are taking her , I could'nt understand  a word they were saying since I was only little. Only one word heard from them and it was '...Murder...' after that we were put under the protection of a guardian whose name I cannot recall...

Two years after I heard the word '...Murder...' my curiosity was rising on what the meant so I decided to check on the word in a dictionary at my new school. A definition came that I did'nt know of so I decided to look up those words, the more I looked, the more understanding the word 'Murder' meant to me, meant to my parents, Meant on my eldest sister... a monster? Could she have really...?
I know why my older sister did not tell me, because she knew I would not take it... I decided to hide the truth I know until she tells me (which she has not) Even though I know the truth is enough but I somehow hid it from her but deep inside I was depressed...

When I became Six, my eldest sister came back without the weird men... I would never trust her because of what she did...
Childhood can get very complicated when a family is separated... In her eyes we see broken memories that can only be pieced in writing...

this was something I typed up some two years ago I think, It is very reflective to when a little girl's family completely self destructs on itself... However anything can be fixed with some effort... Mainly if one person tries to take all the responsibility.
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